HELP I CANT ESCAPE IT!

SO I HAVE TOLD JORDAN NO EXTRA KIDS OVER FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS AND THAT HER AND RILEY CAN JUST STAY HOME WITH THE EXEPTION OF GOING TO MOM AND DADS. AM I A TERRIBLE PERSON FOR JUST NOT WANTING TO DEAL WITH LICE FOR A WHILE? SO I TALKED TO SHARON EARLIER AND SHE STILL WANTS THE 3 GIRLS HAIR DONE BEFORE THEY HAVE TO GO BACK TO CALIFORNIA AND SAID SHE WOULD BRING THEM UP ONE DAY THIS WEEK. I TOLD HER I WOULD COME DOWN AND DO IT AND THAT SHE WANTS MY GIRLS TO COME TO HER HOUSE AND PLAY FOR THE DAY. I TOLD HER WE WOULD WORK OUT THE DETAILS LATER. AM I SO BAD THAT I DO NOT WANT THEM AROUND THE OTHER GIRLS? I KNOW ITS NOT THEIR FAULT. THEN THE THE GIRL COUSIN WHO GAVE IT TO JORDAN A WHILE BACK WANTS TO COME OUT AND SWIM AND PLAY ON MONDAY. I TOLD HER THAT WE WOULD NOT BE HOME. THANK GOODNESS WE HAVE OTHER PLANS. AND MY 3 NEICES ARE SUPPOSED TO COME OVER AND SWIM SOME TIME THIS WEEK. NOT THAT THEY HAVE IT OR ANYTHING BUT RECENTLY I HAVE WONDERED ABOUT CHECKING EVERY SINGLE KID THAT COMES TO THE HOUSE BEFORE THEY COME IN. THERE ARE NEVER JUST MY 2 HERE. IT RANGES ANYWHERE FROM 2 - 10 KIDS. SOMEDAYS 3, SOME DAYS 5, SOMEDAYS 7, MAYBE 8. I NEVER REALLY KNOW UNTIL SOMEONE CALLS. I FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT WANTING THEM HERE AND ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT THEM ITS JUST THAT I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE DREADED LICE ANYMORE! I LOVE ALL THE KIDS AND EJOY HAVING LOTS OF KIDS AROUND BUT I JUST NEED A BREAK FROM WHAT GOES ALONG WITH IT. CLEANING , LAUNDRY , BOILING COMBS, AND TREATING WELL EVERYTHING.